regretful fanny

FANNY NEO!!

you're such a regretful girl! :(

who only knows how to regret...

you suck!

BOOOOO

SO SAD!

my life's filled with countless of regrets

regret for gg out of hse late..

regret for not studying for exam..

regret for watching too much tv.. (actually i didnt regret that..even till now..haha)

regret for playing ps2 during mugging time

regret for not reading thru exam paper thoroughly..

regret for not doing QN 4 FIRST!

regret for spending too much time on QN1!!

regret for not writing fast enough..

regret for sleeping too late last night!!

AAWWW gosh!

how nice if i own a time machine..

a machine which generates A+ answers when you feed it the questions is good...

encyclopedia would be fine too..

fanny's own sweet time during exam is cool..

i'm starting to dream again..

okie dokie...

back to the books!

this stupid paper has gotten me started!!

started and startled! :(

time for some snacks before paper! :)

justin & eason

i was so lucky to catch peixuan online a few days ago..

and she introduced this beautiful song to me.

she told me the song was very nice and told me must listen to it..

陈奕迅 - 富士山下

拦路雨偏似雪花

饮泣的你冻吗

这风褛我给你磨到有襟花

连调了职也不怕

怎么始终牵挂

苦心选中今天想车你回家

原谅我不再送花

伤口应要结疤

花瓣铺满心里坟场才害怕

如若你非我不嫁

彼此终必火化

一生一世等一天需要代价

谁都只得那双手靠拥抱亦难任你拥有

要拥有必先懂失去怎接受

曾沿着雪路浪游

为何为好事泪流

谁能凭爱意要富士山私有

何不把悲哀感觉假设是来自你虚构

试管里找不到它染污眼眸

前尘硬化像石头

随缘地抛下便逃走

我绝不罕有

往街里绕过一周

我便化乌有

情人节不要说穿

只敢抚你发端

这种姿态可会令你更心酸

留在汽车里取暖

应该怎么规劝

怎么可以将手腕忍痛划损

人活到几岁算短

失恋只有更短归家

需要几里路谁能预算

忘掉我跟你恩怨

樱花开了几转

东京之旅一早比一世遥远

靠拥抱亦难为你拥有

你还嫌不够

我把这陈年风褛

送赠你解咒

after i listened to the song..

i thought she should tell me the song is unbelieveably fantastic!

and i should immediately listen to it aft i received!

i actually admired eason chan for his voice and style of singing..

very remarkably, uniquely comfortable and attractive

this song made me fall in love a bit with eason chan!

the song kept lingering in my head..

day and night..

i told huini i contemplated going to eason's concert..

and i realised that it was over aft tt..haha

but justin lo still rule over him! :P

how nice if both of them share a concert...

i will buy the VIP tickets instantly!

i love surprises!

YOOHOO~

what can beat this good news that i'm gonna announce in the nxt sentence?

I'm gg gold coast for my graduation trip with wei, ling, rachel and auntie michelle! :)

FORTUNATELY!

i have another good news that can beat that!

my trip is gonna be fully sponsored!

how wonderful life can be....

air tickets = $1098

accomodation = $125 (for 7 nights, a villa experience, it's already the best bargain!)

transport pass = $100- $200 ( estimated )

Total costs incurred = $1423

wah..quite a steep amount..

but it's all gonna be out of dad and mum's pocket!! :)

HAHAHAHAHHAAHA

coz smtg nice happened! :)

coincidentally..

it's on dad's last day of work at his ex-stupid-company!

and so coincidentally again..

i just confirmed my gold coast trip!

what nice coincidences we have here...

hee hee

Right now..right here..

i just wanna sing a song...

i see trees of green..

red roses too...

i see them bloom..

for me and you..

and i think to myself...

WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD~

and i wanna quote what dear forrest gump's mummy said:

" life's like a box of chocolate. you never know what you're gonna get."

i totally agree with her!

but i'm gg to make some changes to another..

"the world will never be the same once you see it through the eyes of...

FANNY NEO after her gold coast trip!"

i'm self a show-off stupid woman who has made zero advances on my revision! haha

but worth a celebration though!

Oh! and for the celebration part,

i was so excited and happy i just had marathon eating for half an hr..non stop!

but very happy! very very happy! very very very happy!

a new style of mugging

hey folks!

i'm kinda into a new style of mugging..

i really wanna intro it to my friends..

NOTICE:

1. it's only meant for students who are in their graduating semester.

2. it's only meant for studens who don't intend to graduate with flying colours.

3. meant strictly for students who need to study for 2 modules only.

4. out of the 2 modules, 1 is open book!

what can you do?

you can reduce stress..

by starting to mug only 2 or if you are more adventurous, 1 week before your 1st paper.

i'm trying this self-created method right now..

i really can't bring myself to concentrate and study.

day aft day..day aft day again..

soon, my 1st paper will be over..

and i will be wallowing in self-pity..

and regretting not studying..

i so understand myself!

but i just can't concentrate :(

Take a look at what i have been up to from friday onwards..

friday the 13:

i went back to sch to hand in my sw4202 critique paper and went for sw3201 consultation

anyway my 3201 proj got B+, when we nearly got A!!

aft tt, my grp went for celebration at munchy monkey!

indulging ourselves in a pool of lame jokes and relaxing in the cafe while it was pouring outside

saturday: 14 April'07

went to meet huini..

klunched and ice-creamed!

went to thong yi hse and read a few pages of notes before joie darling arrived!

and the story goes...

funky baby in soft denim and strawberry-like apples top

and the words are in broken english.

next on is sian!
she was telling me she saw peggy on channel 5.
and sian was showing me how and what peggy said! :)

how rare it is for sian to imitate MSU finalist. =p

and on saturday night, i watched guess3 as usualy..

and played asshole dai dee with the oh brothers!

at that moment, i was thinking of mugging the nxt day..

sunday: 15 april'07

i specially pasted a note for mum to kick me out of bed by 1130am!

and the good news is i managed to wake up before that..

had my breakfast and started mugging!

but the bad news is i really am still a tortise mugger after 3 years of training :X

i didnt go thong yi hse for dinner, thinking of studying at home

but, i watched a chinese tall story and a bit of the last samurai instead.

a little encouragement is that i studied for 1 hr before i went to watch ugly betty with mum!

and i studied for another 2 hours+ before gg to bed.

managed to finish the lectures, but not the readings..

monday: 16 april'07

TODAY!

i'm gg to finish up my assigned readings and lectures and whatever nonsense

before i finish up what's left yesterday!

sounds ambitious BUT i'm gg to do it! yea~

and right now it's 335pm and i have only finished the lectures..

so..i guess i hafta be more pro!

luckily there's only desperate housewife tonight=p

now, the most interesting segment!

show off time!!

i couldn't resist the temptation..

especially after liren treated the honey kettlers last week..

so i bought the yoghurt and green onion flavour!

it's worth $4.40.. but i still bought it.

and ling nearly devoured it without my consent! haha

luckily i called in time, to notify her.

other than the chips, i bought myself kimchi instant noodle!

they are gg to accompany me through this rough mugging phase..

not that there's any hard work to mention..

and lili bought me my favourite!
turkish delight!!
how sweet...

last but not least..the korean airflown goodies are gg to make my day!

check out what choo yi they all brought back from korea!

this is smtg new..

chili flavoured chocolate..

unique taste~

101% delicious dark chocolate. this has gotta be my favourite!

yijia is gg to scold me if he sees all these goodies!

coz he says that i'm getting fatter and fatter by the day! :(

and he keeps asking me to snap out of this crazy super-heck-care-put-on-weight phase!

but i told him..

I WILL!!

the day when he cannot recognise me..

when i have double chin, triple chin, elephant thighs, thunder arms, and i look monstrous..

i will turn myself anorexic! :P

but seriously...

i did put on a lot of weight..

but did i grow so much fatter that it's quite disastrous??

ok..i think my cheeks and my nose put on some weight.

NOSE! if i put on more weight on my nose..

i will be jackie chan one day! (lame joke)

lovely motivations always work

just see for yourself..

just check out how...

cute? adorable? appealing? breadth-taking? charming? endearing? sweet? attractive?

she is!

i can't think of any other more apt description for her...

she's the ultimate!

you guys must be tired of all my confessions of love for her :p

but it's not gg to end!

it's only the beginning...

ahhaha

she's just..

more than words..

how can I not miss her?

luckily i have pictures to keep me alive in the midst of this demoralising period..

i simply love uploading her pictures..
i wanna decorate my blog with her shots!
more and more pictures of her!
by the way..
i will never get tired of repeating her name..=p
woooohoooo~

she's my ever-dearest darling joie tan jia en!

the twins' birthday celebration

shirlene and i celebrated the twins' birthday on good friday!

we went to sakae sushi at j8 to feast!

and the best thing was......

after all my never-say-die-spirit of scamming them, cheating them, forcing them to treat,

i finally got my TREAT!

trick or treat?

TRREEAT!

(ok.lame.)

anyway..here are some nice pictures we took!

first at sakae..

the individual shots with the twins!

can u differentiate them?

it's quite easy actually..

hahaha

next on is the surprise cake from sweet secrets!

actually not much surprise..

i thought they would have known abt the cake.

but anyway..

we sang the birthday song at the open area,

or some call it the empty space..on the 3rd floor of j8.

the cake looked so yummy!

coz shirl and i chose it!

wahahaha

and after blow-cake ceremony..

a short session of photowhoring begins!

we are quite desperate coz there was no cameraman..

then my ultra professional nokia 6288 came in handy!

it has timer function and also different effects to show!

u like normal? greyscale? sepia? negative?

u name it! i have it! =p

for some unknown personal reasons..

i really love the sepia effects!

totally dig it! YUM~

and that ends our good friday...
i must praise the twins!
coz they not only treated..
but also sent us home!
that's a good start!!

the legend of small head and BIG head!

The legend of small head and BIG head!

the 2 lead characters are:

1. joie tan jia en aka small head

2. "genius" ho hui sian aka BIG head

the supporting role:

3. fanny neo fenni aka the real genius!

the legend goes......

once upon a time..

there was a cutsy 7-mth-old baby,

who was very smart and adorable.

she is none other than- (*drum roll*) small head! *applause*

once upon a time too......

there lived an auntie of the 7-mth-old baby.

she was an obsessively clean person..

whose mum always call her "da tou xia" (big head prawn??)

she is none other than- (*drum roll*) BIG head! *applause*

small head is a very curious baby..

she loves playing with her hands, legs, feet..etc

she enjoys checking out her finger nails, toe nails...etc

also! her hobbies include listening to pple's conversations, watching tv, reading magazines!

notice: magazines..not books..

small head plays with big head at times..

really, sincerely, plays with her!

but the problem is..big head is really weird..

she enjoys teasing small head..

and always make fun of her,

laugh at her!

and small head always catch big head RED-HANDED!

and she will SCREAM into her ears..

small head is a POWER SCREAMER!

and so..they will end up quarrelling..

small head didnt actually have a very small head..

but when she stood beside BIG head..

she was weighed down down down...

check out the size disparity!

But guess what!

fanny and small head are the bestest friends!

haha

we enjoy each other's company!

WE REALLY DO!

but because of my stupid exams..

irritating exams..

disgusting exams..

creepy exams..

thick-skinned exams..

shitty exams..

i cannot see my bestest friend for a month :(

but anyway..

the story ends with

fanny, small head and BIG head living happily ever after!

just like everyone's favourite fairytale stories! :)

- the end -

lucky fanny surrounded by funky friends:)

OH NO!
i didnt realise I was SO lucky all these while..
FIRST!
i really hope all the luck stays put with me aft i describe how everything goes. haha
top on the list can be career luck..
I have gone through several interviews..
and only 1 out of all of them..
didnt contact me
which means I was rejected
Lili always say I have career luck..
i really hope it is true!
haha
so i will have problem paying back my debts..


Hmm..also..I'm so lucky to have such a close-knitted family..
who else in the world is super ultra close to their cousins?
who meet their cousins twice or even thrice a week?
who have doting aunties and uncles who will sponsor part of their travel fees?
who have wonderful cousins who will lend them money or even volunteer to pay for their trip?
who have parents who will without second thoughts, fork out money to satisfy their daughter?


ME!!


I HAVE!!


YEAH!! :)



Lastly..FRIENDS!
"friends will not say never!"
lyrics extracted from a song..which proved itself.
I really have wonderful friends..
Or rather..i just meet spectacular people..
even the friends of my friends are pro! haha
let me introduce HUINI!



- quite tall
-very skinny
-very talented (multilingual, musically inclined: name all the instruments..she can play all=p)
-err loves wu zun
-i'm not sure but i think she still like edison.
and she really lent me a HUMONGOUS helping hand this time..

HOW?

by introducing her YX friend to help me!! :)
the details shall not be described..in case accidents happen..
i was really at my wits' end and fretting over this stupid problem.
okay anyway..



A BIG THANK YOU TO YX!
YOU REALLY SAVED MY LIFE!


and your songs rock!
forget about project superstar..
those cheaterbug gimmicks!
just go to the producers..
they will fight to get you!! :)
let me introduce YX!!


please pardon my pretty drawing skills..
yx is actually v.shuai!
okay..actually this entry is just to thank yx..
huini is support actress..hahaha
but i still love you huini!


but seriously..i really have a special bunch of friends..
they will really remember me and volunteer to help anytime, anywhere!



huini.peixuan.shirlene.elaine.grace.eehan.catherine.carmen.
melvyn.tatxin.sweeyong.jr.jx.martin.yijia.
peggy.mel.sindy.rossie.jaws.sokser.erica.bland.
albert.lifang.guoliang.kexin.doris.clara.melvin.zhiming.


all of them once played a main role in different parts of my life!
i was once close good friends to them..
some maybe not anymore..
but nonetheless..they are still special!
i always tell my friends..
though we might not see each other often..
but there are actually times when i suddenly think of them..
and to me..
being in others' thoughts is good enough. :)
friends are impt! trust me!


fanny's so blessed!
let's just hope she will continue to be..
first by passing her final exams with NO obstacles and graduate in may!
second..by embarking on her fresh career life with a good start!
good start means good pay! haha
let's just hope....

dance night' 07

okay! finally got the time and managed to overcome my laziness..

to upload the dance night pics!

a very very BIG sorry to shirl dear!

for being late..

and caused us the anxiety of missing the performance!

but we didnt in the end!:p

and we enjoyed ourselves so much rite!

haha

and jinrui is so thick skin to keep taking up such a LARGE space in our picture

hahahaha

but it's okay..

coz with jinrui in the pic..

we look nicer and prettier!

hahahaha

and luckily we stole some time off to have some private individual shots! :)

i'm being so evil to jinrui..

coz his parents gave me a ride home..

haha

for JUST that...

jinrui rock for ONCE!

and our group photo!

so sad elaine is not in it...

but no worries elaine!

i will force my bro to photoshop your face in..hee

rest assured k! :)

you wanna stand beside martin or jr?

both choices are equally bad..

i understand..

hmmmmm

it's a tough decision... =p

yeah!
and shirl dear took a full shot for me!
not bad ar...
but it obviously displayed my weight gain! :X

but i still love this pic!
thanks shirlene!!!
muacks~

i got mesmerized!

Here is a private collection of joie baby!

she has definitely captured my heart!

i'm totally, deadly mesmerized by her!

how much cuter can a baby get?

how much smarter can a baby get?

i just can't stop thinking about my joie!

just a week of not seeing her..

i missed her so much that i dreamt of her!

haha

can anyone believe this!

she's my favourite most beloved "gan peng you" aka god-friend

just like pple have godmother and godfather..

i have my one and only god friend! :)

(eh da jie..i'm not a stalker :X)

-private collection of joie tan jia en begins-

1. cny'07

2. snapshots of her growing up...

in ascending order :)

and more...

and much more! :)



isn't she getting cuter and cuter by the day?
i really think so!
after a detailed analysis..
i found out..
the upper part of her face resembles her dad
and the lower part..
resembles her mum!
fair to both parents! :)


OKAY!!
here is an overall view of baby joie's growing up!
from 1st month..till NOW!
order from left to right, top to bottom.

yup yup!

and before ending..

a special appearance from princess ziwei!

exclusive collection!

before & after!

guaranteed scream-your-head-off response!

enjoy!

AARRRGGHHHHH!!!!! =p

reminiscences..cny, cruise..& more! :)

YOOHOO!! let's start the road of recollection with CNY'07 first!

it's really tough to get jeremy to pose with me to take so many pics!

oh..harder to get matthew baby into my hands!

to separate him from his beloved mia is super hard!

sense of achievement here man!! :)

not forgetting glenda!

and everybody's favourite "lo hei" session!

next on is cruissseeee!!

one of my favourite activities!

yeah~

i have did a thorough check..

and discovered i have cruised 15 times since march'00!

actually i think it shd be 18 times..

coz i threw away my cabin cards accidentally sometimes.

W.O.A.H!

that's an achievement too!

I'm simply..

PRO!

hahahaha


coming up is me and ling!
my dearest ling!
sometimes i suspect we might be twins..
haha
but twins at heart!
we can really have totally similar thoughts!
it's not once, not twice, not even thrice..
it's a lot a lot of times!
so often that i get freaked out at the thought of it :X
but guess what!
i love it!
how rare it is to have someone who share the same thoughts as you?
someone whom you are so close to
whom u love so much..
whom you really dun mind facing everyday..
whom you simply love her for her everything!
these aspects alone..beat everything else!
i'm gonna miss you during your korea trip!
oh..i sound so barney! haha
(private joke)



okie dokie!!
let's end with a bang!
let's end with justin!
haha
dun slap me for this!
i'm just being myself..
justin has a new song with kary!
and..the phiharmonic dvd is out!
in hong kong..
pls come to singapore quickly!!
i'm dying to get it!
after listening to all his songs..
and after watching all his concerts...
don't you simply love justin? :)

I DO! MUACKZ~

a pig's life

i just come back from my cruise trip!

this time round..

went without mum, dad and jeremy..

feel a little weird but only was only 3d2n..

and i RE-discovered smtg when i came back..

i'm SO LAZY!

i'm a pack of lazy bones now!

i can't find the motivation or enthusiasm to go to sch..

i hate lectures..

i hate lessons.

i dread going to sch MORE

even though i know it's only 1 more mth of lecture..

i hate doing projects..

hate preparing for tutorials..

but above hating doing all of those..

i want to get a reasonably fine result to graduate safely and soundly..

how ironic

and how wishful thinking on my part..

i guess i will be me..like this..for the rest of my life..

hoping for the best..

for things to turn out the way i want..

but refusing to put in extra effort..

when it comes to studying..schoolwork..assignments..essays..

i just suddenly turn ultra stingy and calculative..

but when it comes to fun..entertainment..food..enjoyment..

i just naturally cleanly forgot abt time..

life's unfair!

i totally agree!!

school can never beat home

just like writing essay can never be like watching tv

essays can NEVER stand a place in my heart!

haha

happy birthday to elaine dearest!

H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y

DEAR ELAINE!!

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to elaine!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday TO YOU!

LUV YA!! muacks~

and you are missed!

i wanted to sing the cantonese version of birthday song for u..

but i'm not courageous enough to put on youtube..haha

so..make do with the end 1 here k! :)

fanny's resolution!

i have been spending so much time with my family..

that i felt so fresh when i met up with melvyn yesterday for supper!

it was...PHEW~ hahahaha

i must admit!

all along..i knew that i was getting more and more disassociated with everyone else..

but i was so lazy and..just plain lazy..to do anything about it..

i just totally lost all the enthusiasm to ask my friends out..

or even go out with them.

it was like once in a blue moon when i actually went out with them

( so pple whom i met up with..count yourselves lucky k! ahhaha)

supper with melvyn was like..a BIG step out into my circle of friends again..

which also means shredding off my laziness inches by inches..

i guess it's something good....i think so..

projects have been getting on my nerves..

i really don't understand!

i only took 4 modules this sem..

it's supposed to be a relaxing final sem for me!

feels that i took 6 modules though..

SUCKS!

and already in my final sem..

i have an evaluation..

1 that i did on myself!

which proved to be more true than anything!

1. i'm not cut out to study!

2. social work is not my cup of tea..unless..of coz i wanna create some problems for the agency

3. school is really not a place for me..without my clique

4. i'm such a materialistic person i think i will ace my modules if i'm PAID to study. (too bad i'm not :X)

OK!

i shd get rid of all my lazy cells!!

and be more responsible and determined..

finish up all those shameless projects which kept pestering me!

and be a free person again!!

YUP!! yeah~

decided! :)

we shd all look up to $$MONEY$$

created specially for ling!

to my dearest ling!

don't worry about your a's anymore k!

i can understand your feeling..

and your worries..

i was like you then!

but after a while..

i realised it was all futile! :X

haha

perhaps i was born to be slack..

or ambition-less!

just to assure you..

my 6th and 7th sense tell me that..

you are going to do just fine!

potential to be better!

so no more worries~

we're going to have more fun after friday!!

rem our lunch on sat!

we are going for celebration!! :)

and after that..

more ice cream..

more cheese brownies..

more ktving..

more food trails!

all in all..

more merry merry and partying!!

and more rendevous-ing in tangs' fitting room! =p

heng heng ar dear!
give u all the aces
so your papa and mama will be happy! :)