a pig's life

i just come back from my cruise trip!

this time round..

went without mum, dad and jeremy..

feel a little weird but only was only 3d2n..

and i RE-discovered smtg when i came back..

i'm SO LAZY!

i'm a pack of lazy bones now!

i can't find the motivation or enthusiasm to go to sch..

i hate lectures..

i hate lessons.

i dread going to sch MORE

even though i know it's only 1 more mth of lecture..

i hate doing projects..

hate preparing for tutorials..

but above hating doing all of those..

i want to get a reasonably fine result to graduate safely and soundly..

how ironic

and how wishful thinking on my part..

i guess i will be me..like this..for the rest of my life..

hoping for the best..

for things to turn out the way i want..

but refusing to put in extra effort..

when it comes to studying..schoolwork..assignments..essays..

i just suddenly turn ultra stingy and calculative..

but when it comes to fun..entertainment..food..enjoyment..

i just naturally cleanly forgot abt time..

life's unfair!

i totally agree!!

school can never beat home

just like writing essay can never be like watching tv

essays can NEVER stand a place in my heart!

haha