i have been spending so much time with my family..
that i felt so fresh when i met up with melvyn yesterday for supper!
it was...PHEW~ hahahaha
i must admit!
all along..i knew that i was getting more and more disassociated with everyone else..
but i was so lazy and..just plain lazy..to do anything about it..
i just totally lost all the enthusiasm to ask my friends out..
or even go out with them.
it was like once in a blue moon when i actually went out with them
( so pple whom i met up with..count yourselves lucky k! ahhaha)
supper with melvyn was like..a BIG step out into my circle of friends again..
which also means shredding off my laziness inches by inches..
i guess it's something good....i think so..
projects have been getting on my nerves..
i really don't understand!
i only took 4 modules this sem..
it's supposed to be a relaxing final sem for me!
feels that i took 6 modules though..
SUCKS!
and already in my final sem..
i have an evaluation..
1 that i did on myself!
which proved to be more true than anything!
1. i'm not cut out to study!
2. social work is not my cup of tea..unless..of coz i wanna create some problems for the agency
3. school is really not a place for me..without my clique
4. i'm such a materialistic person i think i will ace my modules if i'm PAID to study. (too bad i'm not :X)
OK!
i shd get rid of all my lazy cells!!
and be more responsible and determined..
finish up all those shameless projects which kept pestering me!
and be a free person again!!
YUP!! yeah~
decided! :)
we shd all look up to $$MONEY$$
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