a pig's life

i just come back from my cruise trip!

this time round..

went without mum, dad and jeremy..

feel a little weird but only was only 3d2n..

and i RE-discovered smtg when i came back..

i'm SO LAZY!

i'm a pack of lazy bones now!

i can't find the motivation or enthusiasm to go to sch..

i hate lectures..

i hate lessons.

i dread going to sch MORE

even though i know it's only 1 more mth of lecture..

i hate doing projects..

hate preparing for tutorials..

but above hating doing all of those..

i want to get a reasonably fine result to graduate safely and soundly..

how ironic

and how wishful thinking on my part..

i guess i will be me..like this..for the rest of my life..

hoping for the best..

for things to turn out the way i want..

but refusing to put in extra effort..

when it comes to studying..schoolwork..assignments..essays..

i just suddenly turn ultra stingy and calculative..

but when it comes to fun..entertainment..food..enjoyment..

i just naturally cleanly forgot abt time..

life's unfair!

i totally agree!!

school can never beat home

just like writing essay can never be like watching tv

essays can NEVER stand a place in my heart!

haha

happy birthday to elaine dearest!

H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y

DEAR ELAINE!!

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to elaine!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday TO YOU!

LUV YA!! muacks~

and you are missed!

i wanted to sing the cantonese version of birthday song for u..

but i'm not courageous enough to put on youtube..haha

so..make do with the end 1 here k! :)

fanny's resolution!

i have been spending so much time with my family..

that i felt so fresh when i met up with melvyn yesterday for supper!

it was...PHEW~ hahahaha

i must admit!

all along..i knew that i was getting more and more disassociated with everyone else..

but i was so lazy and..just plain lazy..to do anything about it..

i just totally lost all the enthusiasm to ask my friends out..

or even go out with them.

it was like once in a blue moon when i actually went out with them

( so pple whom i met up with..count yourselves lucky k! ahhaha)

supper with melvyn was like..a BIG step out into my circle of friends again..

which also means shredding off my laziness inches by inches..

i guess it's something good....i think so..

projects have been getting on my nerves..

i really don't understand!

i only took 4 modules this sem..

it's supposed to be a relaxing final sem for me!

feels that i took 6 modules though..

SUCKS!

and already in my final sem..

i have an evaluation..

1 that i did on myself!

which proved to be more true than anything!

1. i'm not cut out to study!

2. social work is not my cup of tea..unless..of coz i wanna create some problems for the agency

3. school is really not a place for me..without my clique

4. i'm such a materialistic person i think i will ace my modules if i'm PAID to study. (too bad i'm not :X)

OK!

i shd get rid of all my lazy cells!!

and be more responsible and determined..

finish up all those shameless projects which kept pestering me!

and be a free person again!!

YUP!! yeah~

decided! :)

we shd all look up to $$MONEY$$