i miss miss lin like CRAZY!
and i miss huini like MAD!
and exams is driving me NUTS!


fanny's blog is like her diary entry..
actually she really loves noting down special events..
normal events too..
those that she would love to remember..
be it good or bad.. enjoyable or sad
there are some things that fanny wouldn't want to forget..
for whatever reasons..
sometimes she dun even remember the reason as time passes
sometimes..ok most of the times.. she is very lazy to even sign into her blog
therefore the entry intervals can vary from 1 day to 2 weeks, even a month.
fanny has gathered some thoughts..
a sudden urge to blog..
in the midst of watching a course video to write a 5000 words essay by tuesday, 530pm
perhaps she's just tired..
sometimes..she just wonder what she is doing with her life
or rather what she has done so far
maybe what she had done to her life
nothing is consistent..
everything is so short term
nothing remains the same
feelings waiver
habits dont stay
thoughts are everchanging
but there are certain things that cannot be changed..
but she's really scared that 1 day..
things get overboard
and everything goes!
at that time..
she will lose control of everything
the word "special" will be meaningless
coz everything means the same
there's an irony..
coz there is 1 thing that will not change
shd fanny be happy or sad?
coz the 1 thing is being a habitual late comer
be it meetings..lessons..outings..lunch..bfast..dinner..supper..anything that is measured by time..she would fail it
this thing is constant..
it has stayed with her for as long as it had begun..
she has hoped many a times for it to get lost!
but to no avail..
strange uh..
perhaps she can try wishing for something to go away if she wants it to stay? =p
recently..she realised that she is undergoing a v.drastic change.
she no longer enjoy crowds like she did
she loves to stay at home
she likes to be alone
she still like to watch tv, binge on ice cream and chocolate, munch on cereal, shopping, even movies..
but she would consider a '1 man show' FIRST..
before she considers finding company..
lucky for her..she still bothers to disturb her cousins and huini
still recently..fanny has a new love!
justin!
she bought her 1st cd aft like around 6 years?
she really enjoy justin's music
accompanied her through long bus rides, during long walks, from late nights at work to relax time in bed till she doze off..
it's really a nice to experience a long lost feeling..
to be so engrossed, again, in smtg that you had lost for so long..
& only yesterday..she suddenly feel so much when she was listening to 1 of justin's songs.
all the songs mean smtg..
not only the lyrics..is the music
it's just this new, unidentified feeling!
it makes me..
really want to meet justin!! =p
ok huni..it's not an excuse..
ok it's partially=p
just imagine..how nice it will be..if i really get to friend him!
but things will be different now..
i won't get him to sing for me already..
i'm more interested in the inspirations and reasons behind the songs he wrote
ok i think he will hate me for that! :X
and now..i feel good..
it's really v.relaxing to do therapeutic writing!



doesn't erica resemble karen mok alot? i really think so!! and i think chewlian is so pretty!! i suggest she join newface'07!! haha

sindy dear was so high on that night! i love the spotlights! the natural lights were great!! i like the effect on our pictures..heh anyway i tried very hard to put on make-up..pls say it's visible! pplleeaassee... for my effort..
OH!! and i must show off a bit here!! erica commented that i looked very gd in my greenie dress! yayy!! thanx baby erica~ (that's what justin sang in his 'erica' song=p)

rossie dear and i were in my favourite green together!!! look so neat and nice when we are put together!haha great minds think alike! :)
had a great time! 1st time i sat on the chairs viewing the event. 1st time i felt invited and like i participated in the watching! haha coz usually we would be loitering on the upper floor and trying to catch glances. haha
a pity i did not manage to tk pic with pretty pegs..coz she was so busy!
then hafta rush off to alley bar for celebration aft tt..
sindy dear they all waited till 10pm and only managed to snap a shot with her..
but dear pegs did us proud!! she achieved the most on that night!!
1. she got miss body beautiful~ woohoo
2. she was the 2nd runner-up! yeah :)
3. and she was 1 of the 5 pretty girls who have the honour of doing a show on sunday to celebrate taka's 13th anniversary!
so so so so proud of my dearie!! you are the star pegs!!
i went dinner with huini aft the event ended..
and we were so high taking pics at yoshinoya! ahah
we were like posing and practising for newface'07! haha
took so many pics till we lost trackof time and only bear to leave when it was time for them to close! haha
bt i simply love snapping pics with my huini!!
check out the pictures!!
we can be pretty..
we can be funny..
we can be witty..
we can look pathetic..
we can act shocked..
we can act 'se lang'..
we can act ugly!
we can act cute!!
we can salute!
we can be in the kissing mode~
we can even attempt to seduce..
we can act innocent..
we can act friendly..
we can act fierce..
we can act like idiots too!
we are ever-changing and flexible! :)





fanny's and huini's photo-taking session =
1. no worries..
2. no consideration..
3. no caring of image..
4. no restriction..
5. lots of fun
6. lots of joy
7. lots of laughter
8. lots of jokes
9. lots of entertainment
and huini loves photoshopping!! so she always improvise and make us look so nice in the processed pictures!haha i shd just let her do the free "photoshop make-up" for me and not waste money and time trying anymore!! haha i'm a lousy make-up person.. tried so many times le..always fail! :( i shd just give up..maybe i'm not a girly girl..haha so dun have the talent to do so..haha

anyway..photo-taking is good!
photo-taking with huini is BETTER!
it's a healthy activity! :)
we are the most professional photowhores!! haha
i love huini!! muacks~ & we love peixuan :)

2nd song i listened: jue zhan er shi zu
then i realised he's actually very cute! pple don't seem to agree with me on that..
i really dun understand why bt when i look at him..i really see a very nice face! haha
huini thought he look like monkey..haha
bt i thought he look good!
well..both of us think he's cute! hee

i love the way he sings..
i like the 'ming ying' MTV..
he looks good in there..
he looks very charming when he sings!
if there were a chance..
i will want to hear him sing 'ming ying' LIVE' to me!! haha
i think i will faint on the floor, blissfully... ( i think i think too much =p)
eh ok..that will be my next birthday wish and probably the nxt nxt? haha
initially i thought i was mad! bt becca gave me HOPE!! :)
becca told me her friend's friend's friend might know him! coz he's frm south cali..and their community is rather tight i heard...
since there is such a great opportunity..how can i let it go?
becca commented that i m crazy!
and that if she were justin she will be scared..haha
am i really??
pls say no..haha
i asked sindy dear to certify..
she said if she had a chance to friend andy lau she will definitely "frigging' grab the opportunity!" (her exact words)
hmmmm.... yup! it's very normal to make friends ma..haha
and i want to be different..
fanny wants to be justin's friend..not his fan.. haha
i just realised it has been years since i bought a CD..
and i bought 2 of justin's at a shot!
i was too excited at that moment when the cd-shop guy took out his CD!! coz initially he told me no stock..
i was so excited that i think he guess i like justin a lot! coz he asked me to leave my name then he can inform me when the concert DVD arrives..haha
and whoever says he's fat..HE'S NOT!!! he has a healthy outlook!!!




nxt is my pretty dresses!!
thirdly is my adored bags
my accessories
lastly my shorts tops and underwear!! =p
enjoy dear~ :)

sneaking back to bangkok..ahha

and sauna~

Lastly..i super love the scenery when you are on the plane and u look down and out of the window..
Eh but bkk has got cute cabs.. so colourful and pretty! singapore can adopt the idea and paint their cabs with brighter and more cheerful colours!















arent they all ticklish?hehe
i would love to work in an office with the "absolut drink", then i will give 100% @ work!i will not think likewise with the woman who played the deck of cards & definitely, i wouldn't have done "nothing unusual" @ the beach!haha (ugly tan=p) oh ya..i will really appreciate eric's enormous effort!yea~
talking about cousins..i really really love my cousins a lot. Went to visit baby Joie again! on sat..jeremy's suggestion..coz he has not seen her in person before! WHY? coz he's such a lazy fellow!!mum couldn't wake him up that sunday when we agreed to visit her and jan. anyway.. met lili there too and i saw ling aft like a month or more.. really missed her!
actually i suddenly recalled..i met her when i visited joie tt day..ahha anyway..lili and ling wanted to go out..just to walk around to relax and take a breather frm stressful sch work..ling is having her prelims now. ( though it really doesn't seem like it) i hafta keep reminding myself i cannot date her.haha i, being so thick skin die die also wanna squueze in and join them!haha (i'm the 3rd party!) how can i be left out rite!haha i m sure i was the fun factor!=p
anyway..i was so mean..i forced them to go j8..when they wanted to go far east..haha coz i was in KR sleeveless tee and FBT shorts! and slippers.. and i was in specs..no $$ no ezlink card! all i had with me was my phone! being such sweet cousins, they compromised of coz! hee
we walked ard in j8 for a really short while..then lili was hungry so she went to secret recipe to grab a bite! me and ling drank mineral water..i thought secret recipe is nt pro=x they dun serve ice water..and their soba..according to an experienced gourmet, can actually be prepared at home with..no sweat! so..eh..i shall not say anything more!=p
nice sat outing and nice dinner @ thong yi house!too bad ling couldn't join us! anyway mj and kbox-ing on thur yup!!looking forward to it dearie!!yeah~