ups & downs in life

So many things have happened in the past 1 week!
Not many actually.
But they are unforgettable incidents.
I lost my paternal grandfather last sat.
It was something unexpected.
I visited him 3 days before his death

& the nurse said that he was in stable condition.
And he just left.

It was the first time I saw dad cry.
The first time I saw grandma & aunt break down.
They had me broken down too.
Death comes. Eventually.
I can’t help but imagine what will happen should I lose my parents 1 day.
I didn’t want to think of it but it just kept bugging me.
I seriously think it will be hard to live on, to get over their deaths.

Although grandpa & I were not very close, sadness just overwhelmed.
Sad that he is lost forever.
Sad that he actually left with regrets.
I thought that was the most upset thing.
To die with regrets.

Part of me guessed he chose to give up his life to reduce the burden on us.
The other part of me thought he might have felt so tired to carry on.
Imagine lying on the hospital bed,
Incapable of anything,
Anything as simple as eating.
At the same time, head and throat slit, 5 tubes sticking out of you.
How much determination & how high must your threshold for pain be?
I seriously admire him for this.
I guess death might be the best way out for him.
Actually I would rather he be rid of all these pain and anguish.
He might be leading a better life now! :)

Jeremy went for lasik on thursday.
And he came back, feeling so much pain that I was dumbfounded.
First time that I saw him cry, out of pain.
I was stunned, brain-dead, didn’t know what to do to help.
And the best thing!
He just locked us out of his room, refused to tell us anything.
But he knocked on my door in the middle of the night to help open his eyedrop.
And I got 2 disgusting blisters coz of that.
Still in pain now!!!!
You gotta understand my threshold for pain is super low.
Curse the person who manufactured that bottle of eyedrop lo! :X
Anyway he went for his check-up next morning.
And thank god everything turned out fine.

GOSH!
Friday is the 1 & only day I came to work this week.
My temp job is a 3 week assignment.
And I didn’t go to work on the 2nd day, missed work for 4 days this week!!!
The first thing on my mind.

My boss is so gonna hate me! :X

At least if I were him, I would!
But lucky for me, he’s unlike me :)
All of them were very nice actually.
The first thing they asked was how I am feeling.
I was touched!
After lunch I telemarketed for a while before my boss came back.
Then he started asking how I was & stuff.

ended up entertaining me with all his hilarious pictures & videos. Haha
And he praised me! :p
He said I’m diligent!! hahahaha

(I hope it’s not part of cheering me up)
AND! He was up to his stupid match-making thing again.
Only know how to throw my face!

But guess what!

I’m going to get a farewell treat next fri! :)

YEAH!!
Actually I really owe all of them a big thank you for being so understanding.
Wonder if I will get friendly managers in my future jobs.
I love friendly superiors!:P

Alrighty!!
After all the grief and work,
FUN is on next!

Afterall fanny’s still fanny :P

Looking forward to long-waited mambo nights with girlfriends! :)
Basking under the big bright golden sun!
Screaming my lungs out at kbox!
Food hunting.
Supermarketing.
Window shopping. (coz I’m poor)
Supper marathon!
MAHJONG marathon!!! (This gotta be my most favourite!)
Movie marathon!

Anyway caught blades of glory on Thursday!
Freaking hilarious comedy
Didn’t manage to catch Next on Friday night :(
On top of that irritated wei to the max!
I’m Sorry!!!
But guess what again!
We made up on sat & watched it + prata for supper + MJ till dawn!!:)
And guess what’s on nxt week!

Chronicles of Narnia- Bridge to Terabithia! (with mel & shirl)
Pirates of the Caribbean- the world’s end! (with cuz)
And many more thereafter!!

1. Priceless
2. Shrek3
3. Fantastic 4
4. Oceans 13
5. Cody & Joe
6. Harry Potter!

So many fantastic shows are opening!!
I’m all excited man!!
But the worst is near too- result day :(
And it’s gonna be on the 25th (fri)- the day right smack on gold coast departure!
BAD TIME!!
I just hope I get through this.
Dearest god,
Pleasessssss bless fanny the poor soul :X