sometimes.nothing stays.

i'm kinda wierd nowdays..
sort of being possessed?
bt seems not either
i feel more and more isolated..
there are a lot of things i need to do
but i choose not to
or i didnt manage to do so
there are so many decisions to make
and so many choices
i really hate making decisions
i'm such a person in a huge dilemma
i really dunno what i m thinking
and what will be in my mind the nxt second
everything seems out of control

everything has changed
i have changed
my thoughts have changed
it seems that i can't control my brain cells
there is something that i really feel that i shd do
but in the end i gave up
for no particular reason
i havent met up with my friends for a long long time
it just seems that there is always smtg else to offset the meetings
so much so that i'm go tired of going out now

it has been family day since the hols
maybe i was accustomed to life like that
elaine's gone for sep
and i m so lonely in sch :(
i dun feel like gg to sch at all
i dread gg for tutorials alone

situation friends: i just learnt this term frm ling yest.

i hate making situation friends.
i really detest socialising!
sometimes..i just wanna stick to my existing circle of friends
sometimes..i just wanna stick to my closer friends
sometimes..i just wanna stick to my family
sometimes..just me
i m kinda scared that i will be friendless 1 fine day
coz every1 is tired of contacting me already
ironically..i dun seem to be keeping my promises made
so if that day were to come
i just hafta tk it.

sometimes..i just love looking at joie's pics.

she's 1 cutie pie who never fails to make me smile.

just the thought of her makes me so happy!

introducing ziwei!

she's 1 pretty baby too.

and her trademark is..

"buyao buyao buyao!"

in a very fast, cutsy voice!

haha

i met up with ling on thursday.
we went to explore square2 at novena
then we went for lunch at hong kong cafe!
and so coincidentally i met ee han at square2 foodcourt! :)

aft lunch we walked all the way from hong kong cafe to sin ming court at upper thomson road!
just to try out the new flavours of our favourite cheese brownies- blueberry and mint!
the auntie was so nice
she treated us to fresh pineapple juice & some cookies she made to sell for cny- FOC!
aft that we bought the new flavours and walked over to pass to thong yi!
and aft which we went to thomson plaza to buy jan's birthday present.
in the midst, wei asked us out for dinner at 730pm at vivo.
and when we were done it was only 430pm
so..
we made a very adventurous decision!
we decided to make our way to vivo from thomson plaza..
on foot!
along the way we took nice pics! haha
which are also evidences and memories of our challenging walk.
we travelled along pathways..construction sites..highways..
we j-walked..crossed the overhead bridge..walked past several traffic lights!
and we stopped at bukit timah aft around 1.5 hr!
before we took bus 855 to meet wei & boon!

the walk was superb!
we had dinner at bosses
and we enjoyed the meal- guilt-free! =p
aft which..walked around vivo and i bought a new top from zara! for cny!!
ling was commenting that boon is so into preppy fashion nowadays!
which wei and i hafta agree! haha
but..kinda dun suit him..hahaha
well..boon's brainstorming on what to wear for his friend's birthday party with a vintage theme.
he shd just heed my advice and take my ideas. :)

sometimes..i jsut feel so fortunate to have such a close-knitted extened family

at least i know i wun be alone even if i have no friends. haha

accompanied bee to dr ang on wed night.

we met up for dinner..with phyllis- bee's gf- at swensens at thomson plaza

i was always filled with doubts regarding bee's gf..issit felice, felix or etc?

now i know! :)

back to thomson plaza..it's a must to tread the road of memories

reminiscence.

but things have really changed.

the house is gone..the garden is different

even thomson plaza and the shop houses around the area have all changed.

anyway..the visit to the doc was shocking!

we thought it would be dalacin-t and antibiotics ONLY.

BUT!

dr ang suggested injectionS on bee's FACE on the 1st visit. :X

and at 1 go..it was 20 injections!

T.W.E.N.T.Y

GOSH!

phyllis & I were feeling the pain for him at 1 corner..

and it was not a cheap trip..1st visit..$209.omg~

but then..thumbs up for bee!

for being able to withstand the excruciating pain!

looking at the pics..it must have really hurt BADLY.

so i always remind myself to tk super gd care of my skin!

save money and the danger of having to suffer great pain!

.. i suddenly thought of huini ..

hi huini!

i havent seen you for ages..