pea brain

i think i've been slacking at home too much..i'm starting to like the feeling of being alone..isolation..i think i have aged..i like to shop alone..watch tv alone..eat at home alone..do everything alone..i even thought of tanning alone..

i'm addicted to mj..quite severely..played 14 hours straight on 8aug..felt SHIOK!! craving for more of that..i should go grab a rich guy and enjoy mj for the rest of my life!! How nice if everything in life goes the way i like..think that's what everyone hopes for. sometimes i just want the easy way out..actually always..i think i'm stagnant..i cant think anymore..don't feel like straining my brain cells anymore..i should just break up with my studies and marry mj! =p