and i love you so

And I love you so.

The people ask me how,

How I’ve lived till now.

I tell them I don’t know.

I guess they understand

How lonely life has been.

But life began again

The day you took my hand.

And, yes, I know how lonely life can be.

The shadows follow me, and the night won’t set me free.

But I don’t let the evening get me down

Now that you’re around me.

And you love me, too.

Your thoughts are just for me;

You set my spirit free.

I’m happy that you do.

The book of life is brief

And once a page is read,

All but love is dead.

That is my belief.

And, yes, I know how loveless life can be.

The shadows follow me, and the night won’t set me free.

But I don’t let the evening bring me down

Now that you’re around me.

And I love you so.

The people ask me how,

How I’ve lived till now.

I tell them, "i don’t know."

nice songs really don't come by easy..

and some songs just don't get greasy..

i've loved this song by don mclean for a long long time..

and still loving it...

home NOT alone :)

HOOORAY!

mum & dad are back!

finally one big family again!!

missed them so much..

i remember..

the 2nd day they went away..

i already miss them like crazy!

now that they are back..

like dun really matter much to me also..

hahahhahaha

what does this show?

humans are an irritating bunch of idiots..

who only know how to cherish when they lose it..

and live with regrets when lost forever...

i'm so ashamed to admit..

i so belong to this stupid bunch...

anyway..

mommy bought lotsa nice bracelets for me!!

and knowing myself so well..

i'm gg to start wearing them everyday frm tmr onwards! :)

and i'm gg ot introduce my new friend!

actually not tt new..

phyllis is bee's cute little gf..

she's a fantastic artist!

this is one of her least accomplished art piece..

she drew a recent portrait of bee...

which is already almost similar! hahaha

like me..bee has put on a significant amt of weight..

enough to be ba zhang's siblings..

i've actually known phyllis for quite some time..

even went out together before..

of coz..with bee

seems like i'm the "lightbulb" again..

anyway..i realised i have nv taken a single pic with phyllis..
considering we have gone out ard 3 times..
on top of that..she comes to thong yi hse almost every week..
so..i asked for her pic frm bee..
and did some art work :p

oh ya..both of them shared & got me this nice blue roxy top! :)
i'm so gan dong!
very very gan dong!!!!

another touching issue..

ali actually bothered to cheer me up..

by saying i look quite cute in the pic below..

actually i think i look the best here!! haha

ali...no more nice pictures :X

but i personally like this next pic more :)

coz i managed to squeeze all my chubs out of camera focus! YEAH~

and finally...

just to drop a note..

i've into my secondary sch eye candy again..

kevin!

still as charming..

superstar aquarius :)

we did it!!!!!!!!

without much consideration and further hesitation..

we boarded superstar aquarius! :)

and we were so glad we did so!

after a bad experience from libra,

we kinda decided to just settle for virgo forever.

but we discovered aquarius!

leaving singapore on the 16th..

so we decided to catch it before it will be gone gone gone!

and we embarked on the 15th! :p

great move + smart choice.

here are some pictures of the room..

it's huge!

bigger than virgo's..

cfm much more bigger & classier than libra's.

and there's actually a life-size mirror behind the door! smtg new :p

we were so excited we started taking pictures..
with the intention to boast to choo yi! :p
we even filmed a short video clip!
purely for showing off!!
hahahahahaha



and here is the chinese food area..
the restaurant named- The Dynasty.
it's really quite different frm virgo coz it has buffet styled appetizer..
and it's no ordinary appetizer..
there is a abalone look-alike & taste-alike, yummy prawns with seafood sauce & scallop..


well..the layout & design might not be as class as virgo,
but definitely a fantastic effort!
and is greatly appreciated..
seriously unlike libra..



not only the appetizers..
the main course is equally attractive!
scallop soup, sweet&sour fish, black pepper porkchop..etc etc
unforgettably delicious~




and i won $400 this trip!

first-time experience of serious table game on board..

first time i search for table on my own..

make a choice..take a seat..

then make some profit!! :)

my victorious first time!

too bad boon & wei lost.

else this trip would be more perfect!

and í'm so happy to add on my cruise card collection..
started off frm virgo..to trial libra..now hopeful aquarius..
1 of each!

starting off with contented aquarius..

disappointing libra's next...

and forever-love virgo is last!
notice: my name's spelled so wrongly!!
and uncle david kept teasing me about it tt time..
but it has been corrected le!
YUPPIEEE~

now recalling how it all started..
and the glorious balcony class days...

Having won some $$$,
in conjunction with the super special promotion..
i purchased superyummy triple choc cereal frm marks & spencer!!
all excited now..
wanted to get for ling..
but was afraid she might mind the coming expiry date..
(which i thought i worry too much..coz she would have cleared it within minutes)
pondering again & again..
i think i will grab 2 more boxes tmr..
one for ling..and one for fanny! :)

everybody shd try it at least once!
no regrets!
and crave for more i promise! :)

finally met up!

ALI!!!!

i finally met up with tat after a freaking long time..
after we fly each other's aeroplane for so many times..

i'm so so so so happy!

first!

to actually meet up eventually..

and YESH! ali..both of us have ballooned!

but filled with fats not helium..

i think we shd get rid of all the fatty cells in us before we start tanning again..

second!

i received THREE gifts frm ali!

first's frm thailand..

not only is this tortise handmade using shells..
it's personalised with my name too! :)

second and third presents' frm taiwan!

eh this is actually a handphone accessory..
coz it's hung onto my hp already.
i really have trouble picturing it..
it's like a sensor thing which is in the form of a monkey..
this monkey is supposed to start spinning whenever my phone rings or i receive a msg..
however..due to duno what circumstances..
it tends to be faulty..most of the time..
but i love it nonetheless! :)

and lastly..
sanitary-pad-marshmallow

1 look and i know it's a product of taiwan..
only taiwan is capable of producing this kinda stuffs..haha
wonder if it's a compliment or not..

anyway i love all my presents!! :)
thank you ali!!
and so paiseh i forgot to bring your ONE present..haha
i will resist the temptation to devour it! :p

and guess what ali..
we forgot to TAKE PICTURE!!
how can we forget??
guess we were more or less too engrossed in our lovely voices~
hahahahahha
and sad to present...
the only pic taken....

MORE outings & MORE pictures yup ali!!!

shoppaholics

shopping!

yeah~ my favourite activity

and i started my tuesday shopping with shirlene early in the morn! :)

actually i only wanted to get presents for my cuz & dad..

plainly shopping for presents..

but everyone shd have guessed it..

i got stuffs for ME!

also, eyed many more items for ME too :p

i was supposed to meet shirl after her advanced theory test..

so i went to town alone first..

first shop i went into was forever21..

surprisingly i didnt spot anything to my liking..

so i walked on to bodyshop..

wanted to get this body lotion & showerbath for min's v.v.belated birthday gift..

but decided to wait for lili's bodyshop card for discount! heh

met shirl aft this & went to perlini silver to get a plain necklace for the 2 charms i got in aust!

super shiok coz they are having storewide 50% for ALL necklaces and bracelets!

i had to control myself and suppress all desires to get more stuffs..

and aft that..

went to gulp my long-desired mango cheesecake ice cream frm orange julius!

followed by pull & bear..

where i spoted this green tee which i loved a lot..

and i'm sure gonna get it!

aft tt we walked on to my heavens~

- zara & topshop -

i really love their tops & dresses & shoes!

i'm so in love i feel like grabbing all of them & run out of the shops..

coz i'm too broke to purchase..haha

why must their clothes be so expensive???

dun understand..

anyway..

this yellow and the nxt similar green top was frm zara..

i really love them if they were cheaper..

it was $34.90 if i didnt rem wrongly..

all the way out of my budget now..haha

but shirl said the yellow 1 wld be better..

and pinky's nxt! :)
this pink dress was 2nd love at first sight..
forgot how much it cost..but definitely cheaper than my favourite..
i contemplated buying it though..
still deciding now..........
actually what's holding me back is whether i will wear it out..
coz..it actually is a bit revealing...
and TRUST ME!!
i really hate to flaunt my cleavage...

anyway there it!
my love at first sight!
i'm quite certain i will get it..

shirl very badly wanted to get this white base stripe top too..
but unfortunately it was out of stock..
and coz it was a discount item..
the woman at taka zara was quite unwilling to check its availability for us..
so we walked over to liat towers' zara..
the woman there was nicer coz not only did she help us check frm other outlets,
she told us there were other colours too!
and she's a malay who looked like a chinese..
shirl..i'm v.v.certain she's a malay! :p
but in the end..shirl bought the yellow base top at liat towers :)
and shirl! you look gd in it..
coz you're not yellow!
stop imagining you are yellow..

after shopping..
both of us were tired..
so we settled down at ichiban boshi for the $5 set lunch offer!
the sushi there were too beautifully decorated..
so nicely done up that shirl could not resist..
and she had 3 plates eventually..
had a damn filling lunch at 4pm..
before we went to my la senza~

just imagine how fat i am..
aft lunch at 4pm..
i met lili for dinner at 7pm!
but i enjoyed dinner anyway..haha
walked ard for a while aft dinner..
and got this super delicicious dark choc brownie for bro..
and i'm so very glad he loves it! :)

2nd birthday celebration :)

as mentioned..

i met up with my huini for some kbox! :)

we were really pro!

from normal hits, to cantonese songs, jap songs with hanyu pinyin??

to eng songs, then christmas songs..

guess we were too high! haha

and huini made a super nice birthday present for me!!

with some huinis, some fannys, some peixuans..

and a lot of justins on it!!

and after my date with huini..

went to meet shirl, jr, jx &....ELAINE! for dinner..

YESH! elaine's back!!!! for good :)

(damn..i think i look like a married auntie,

who looks like anpan man, with the biggest pancake face)

anyway we had my long-awaited crave - crystal jade korean food!

i rem peixuan said she will eat with me..like a few yrs ago..

then she flew to canada right after!

but nvm! she's coming back real soon!! YOOHOOO

my birthday cake frm bengawan solo! YUMMMMMY~

and picture taking started! :)

next on!

birthday-cake-cutting demonstration!

first: pose with your cake before anything happens
(anything = cake smashed in the face?)

second: find the best position to cut the cake and pose again later!

third: get ready your knife!

fourth: blow off the candles first!
(rem to make a wish before blowing off.
and also rem to not be caught in a candid pic like me :p)

fifth: pose again!

sixth: dang dang~ cut the cake! and it's time to tuck in!

and more pictures after a sumptuous dinner!

(SHIAKS! i really look like anpan man..but with boobs! haha)

we agreed on my favourite activity after dinner..
MAHJONG!!
at my place somemore! :p
coz my parents were out of town..
and i'm extremely bored..
so more company is good!
too bad elaine can't join us..
so it was me, shirl, jr & jx!
and the best thing is..

JX DUNNO HOW TO PLAY! haha

and so..

jx really paid his "tuition fees" this time round..
not very ex...$4..

hope he is more generous nxt time..haha

really love my group of friends!

A LOT ALOT!

too bad you guys are stuck with me..

now..

you all gotta celebrate my birthday every yr..

frm the day you know me.

i dun care! haha

and i love all the presents i received!

it's only

LOVE LOVE LOVE & HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

that's on my mind now :)

superstar libra! disappointing :X

my whole family was so looking forward to superstar libra..

especially ME!

after an exciting gold coast trip..

still craving for more holidays..

drop all my hopes onto libra..

but it was a total flop!

don't be deceived by these pictures i took..

it's camera effects! :p

i dunno why but the pictures came out much brighter!

in actual situation.

the room is like a prison cell.

the tv in the room is a sony pc monitor all squeezed to 1 corner.

the lobby is in a werid layout..

so weird i didnt know how to describe it..

the casino is pathetic..

the jackpot machines are all mute and pale..

and you must slot in all the coins MANUALLY! :S

there is only ONE $50 blackjack table,

which was overly overcrowded.

and the majority rest were baccarat..

with min bet of eh...$200? $300?

INSANE!

i feel so compressed in it..

the ceiling is so low my bro can touch it when he was sitting down!

imagine the limited area..

plus the smokers all over the place..

we really felt extremely suffocated!

the show was crap!

anyway most of the time we were blocked.

by big heads in front of us & pillars stationed all over the lounge.

all thanks to the ingenius designs!

there were only 2 small jacuzzis..

and this was when i started thinking..

i think the 1 in our gold coast's apartment looked much more attractive.

the food sucks..
majority of it..

sad to say actually..

this was the surprising cruise trip which i didn't put on weight.

jeremy & i were really B.O.R.E.D!

actually it was me..haha

i forced him to pose with me!

but only managed to force a few shots out..

there is practically nothing to do on libra!

but luckily we had insiders' info (from choo yi)

and so we came prepared!

didn't want to resort to this but..

it was too boring!

we were so sian we started playing dai-dee..

then we played "1 -99"..

then when jeremy & boon blacked out..

ling, me & bee played asshole dai-dee till dawn! :p

brilliant ME came up with a creative forfeit..

no pain, no shame!

presenting to everyone...

STICKER-MAN!

i didn't look so bad initially..

ok..i'm not making sense now..

obviously everyone didnt look so bad at first..

anyway.. bee is the biggest asshole! haha

followed by ling..

and i'm as usual..the queen! haha

- before -

- after -

conclusion:

we shd remain faithful towards superstar virgo..
and cherish virgo's everything!
luckily there was libra in comparison..
else we won't realise virgo's merits
so eventually..
this trip was an experience & a reminder to us!
to not be too adventurous sometimes..
even if you want to try out..
must at least check it out before you move forward..
just like how wei checked out superstar aquarius..
and felt that..
hmm..we shd give it a try!
perhaps some time this week..
hahahhahahaha

and more CHEERFUL pictures on board aquarius if we make it there! :)